Being Loved Gives You Strength, Loving Makes You Brave

Yesterday morning I watched a very touching reality show in KBS, Korean TV Station, that's showing about everyday's life of a cancer sufferer. She's a cheerful lady, named Jin Suk, aged about thirty something. When you see her, you won't ever think that she's having a heart and lung cancer, because she loves to smile and looks very energetic. :)

The positive life spirit in her doesn't come just like that. I may say that she's lucky. Aside from her illness, she's having a loving husband who takes a very good care of her. That what keeps her alive I think, amazingly. Everyday her husband cook her some healty food, preparing the medicine, giving massage, having a routine small conversation in the middle of activities, taking her for therapy session, and even more he's doing a construction work with his own hand to build her somewhat like a small pavilion to keep her warm from time to time. And he's doing it all the time by himself wholeheartedly. Oh dear, how envy I am..

And not only that, he even quited from his job beforehand to take care of her. Another thing that makes me amazed as well is that, she looks just like an ordinary woman, even now she lost her hairs due to some therapy I think. But her husband sincerely able to flatter her with words like saying that he's having a beautiful wife, calling her with miss that reminds her of their old times before married, and many others just to cheer his wife up.

I almost shed tears.. :')

It's 360 degrees from what I usually see. My family's not a kind of family that usually show our feelings to each other. We often fight and argue to show our careness, instead of being affectionate. Different family different ways for sure. Well but I prefer those couple's way of showing careness if I may choose, it's more warm and soothing. Isn't it?!? :P

These days when I often think that I better die, I don't wanna live long, I just want to vanish, then suddenly seeing those people wants to live so badly.. I feel a bit guilty. :-/ But hey, they have a reason to live. Well I do as well, of course (sounds like denying, yea right)... it's just that I'm not motivated that well. I'm so sorry dear God.. :'( for still needing small things from this world which could be huge to me. 

Anyway, I remember some inspirative words came from them, which might be what they have been learned from their life and keep them positive : 

"Be happy today to be happy tomorrow. If you happy today, tomorrow you will be happy. If you sad, tomorrow you will be sad." 

"Instead of thinking how many days still left to stay alive, better I think how to enjoy the life as I can."

I just read a proverb of Lao Tzu saying that "Being loved gives you strength, Loving makes you brave", I think it's true. Obviously after watching this TV show. So, keep in love and enjoy the life! ;)